Weird Stuff

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I don't like it. I came back to the apartment and locked the door, put the mail on the table and slung the bag over the chair. Same routine every single time.

Made dinner last night and sat down. Watched some news, watched Cops too. Then the TV went fuzzy. It's hard to describe, I don't remember much. Everything just became disoriented fast. The plate slipped off my lap and I tried to stand up but my knees buckled under me. I was sitting on the ground and over the static of the TV I heard laughter.

It's weird and kinda hard to describe. It sounded all distorted and static-like. It's stupid I know because it's probably my mind thinking it's the TV and mixing things up. I can't help but feel it's not though. Like I distinctly heard this raspy cackle, high pitch over the sound of the static. Maybe it was the static somewhat...

I looked at the TV and it all looked smeared on and off. Think my vision was crapping out. There was this screeching noise and it was coming from the TV. Scratches appearing on it and then a loud bang. I passed out the moment it happened for a short bit and when I came to I was in the same spot. I looked around and found everything in place. The TV though was a mess. The screen looked like someone took a hammer to it. The only weird thing is it wasn't fractured from the outside. The scratches and everything came from the inside of the glass.

Now I have to invest in a new TV. Cool beans, yo. >:I

Either my apartment is haunted or my old TV blew itself out... probably the latter right? No big deal. I can't explain my vision issues, 20/20. I can't explain feeling dizzy or any of that either. I don't know what to make of it. Maybe it's denial, I like to think I'm smarter than that. Who knows.


Have to leave for class, might post later. Everyone that has commented so far: Nice to meet you! =)

Feeling Crazy?

To the main event, I've been feeling a little crazy lately. Feel like things are being moved, sometimes I think I'm hearing voices. I laugh it off like it's normal. It's not.

I shouldn't be experiencing this.

I'm the girl that filters her mouth and wears a smile, works in the library and doesn't scream despite wanting to. So desperately wanting to disrupt the silence.

I laughed off this guy I saw a few times on my way home. Navy blue clothes with some kind of print on the shirt, white sneakers. I think he was a brunette, clean shaven. I saw him a few times. Not a big deal, probably just from all this stuff I've been watching. Not gonna sweat it. :)


Should get some sleep shortly, have class, work, then class again. Oh boy. :P

Introduction

Hi, my name is Josie Crumin. I'm a 22 year old girl who doesn't act her age. I work at a library which is ironic because I hate the silence. How I got the job at all with dyed blue hair and two eyebrow piercings over my right eye is still unknown to me. I like astronomy, nature, and all things odd and curious. I dislike the silence. People take me for granted or think I'm an easy lay usually, because I'm more loner material they label me ridiculous things. Often my opinions rarely make an impact so I don't say anything at all. I bite my tongue like a good girl and seethe on the inside.


Truthfully I'm just waiting to snap. I'm amazed by my own patience with people or things occurring around me, I guess that's one trait to be proud of. My therapist says I have "distanced myself from humanity" and suggested I start doing things to get in touch with it. I smiled and bit my tongue as usual because I'm totally wasting money by seeing her and never telling her what's really on my mind.


Which brings me here. See a lot of people blogging and I figured why the hell not. Might be good with these odd things that keep piling up.


If I watch you or whatever it's called don't expect me to say much. I just want to see what's going on. Maybe it's what you say, how you think, how you write it, or your own experiences that pull me in. I've got a lot of strange interests, being a horror buff does that. :P


Well if anyone is reading this at some point nice meeting you. Have fun watching me fumble around awkwardly and fail at being human.