Hi, my name is Josie Crumin. I don't like where I work but that's mostly because I don't like where I am in life. Where I am in life is still a question I ask myself daily. I've been having some odd occurrences as of late. I don't know what I expect from being here but I'm hoping maybe I'm not as crazy as people make me out to be.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Attacked and Moving On

I was out getting some smokes and picking up some supplies when I was attacked. Gallows and Graves were back at the motel at the time. They came out of nowhere, three proxies. I ran through the store and out the back door after being chased through so many isles. I barely lost them when I got back to the motel room, there was only a short amount of time before the door got smashed down. The other two proxies jumped through the large window.

Gallows and Graves were surprised, Gallows held up his hands and tried to reason but they advanced. They got too close and he stabbed one of the proxies under the chin with his knife. Graves got the other two with her shovel, one dodged around her and came at me. I leveled the gun but Gallows jumped in the way, the proxy back pedaled but it made little to no difference. Gallows advanced by surprise too fast and nailed the guy to the wall.

We left the town and traveled a few days, stopping in a small town briefly before continuing to the city. Sleeping in a field off from the main stretch of road we were attacked again by more proxies. I don't understand it, Gallows and Graves are proxies so why are they being attacked? Shouldn't we have one less enemy? I'd think maybe it's because of me since I'm the odd man out here but no. They go straight for Gallows, Graves interferes which they attack her for usually. They rarely come at me unless in range. I'm thinking maybe they attacked in the store to get me back to the room, lead them to where Gallows and Graves were. After hearing that Gallows agrees fully.

We've been attacked I think six times now and this trend of going for Gallows first and Graves directly afterwards is consistent. I don't know what's up but I don't like it. I want out of this mess. Having Mister Creevey with me before was bad but now even the proxies are attacking. What's next, Slender Man himself? I hope not.

I want out though. I came here to post about a few strange things and get it over with, get some help if I could. I didn't want it to become this. With these things and so much murder. I don't want it and I don't want it staining my hands either. It's ridiculous, I shoved every homicidal tendency away after my parents were murdered, by me. I'm not proud of it, I don't want to go through with it anymore and I don't want to have to go through with it again.

I'm sick of Gallows poking at that box I locked everything up in. He won't leave it alone. I yell at him and he just smiles something awful. I haven't threatened him since we were at his house but I've jumped him in the field and punched him a few times until Graves pulled me off. He just laid there laughing about it, not even mad in the least.

Graves is unusual. She's not nice but she's not mean either. Since we left she's kept a scarf wrapped around the lower half of her face instead of the handkerchief. I saw why, that giant scar that goes across the middle of her face and the scars from her stitched lips show. Among other little scars. I watched her wash her face one morning near the bank of a river, she wiped all the dirt and dust off and beneath it you could actually see her. You'd expect something gross or evil but she looks so ordinary it's kind of sad. Her eyes are so dead. I think she knows I feel sorry for her, I don't mean that in a disrespectful way or that I'm better than her. I'm not. It's not right she's this way.

I'd say the same for Gallows but he's happy as he is. He's mentioned always being this way so what's there to sympathize with?

Mister Creevey I don't know anything about aside from being a Darkling, whatever that is. He's messaged me. Left an email just with this:




Fuck you.

You won't ever take me again. There are other options out there and I will exhaust every single one of them. Crawl back to you? Don't make me laugh. You're a monster. I'll get out of this even if it takes some time. Just you wait, Mister Creevey, I'll be long gone soon enough.


  1. ...my home is open to you. I will be.. traveling in the next few days, but once past that, do not let yourself forget that I am giving you this other option, this last one to exhaust when he is chasing you. Remember it.

    I do not offer trust easily. Please don't die and make my faith in you worthless.

  2. to dia, i hope you know what your deoing my dear. you just invite gallows into your house.

    BUT besides that, one more thing before we get to the point; yes josie, hes dead. HACIM is no more. i killed him by a stroke of luck. and now the advocate is going to take me to a party and kill me there. oh, joy.

    now to the point. josie, i hate to say this, but you dont honestly have a choice (as far as i know atleast).....at this point it is either kill or be killed. now, if you prefer to not kill and can live with the thought of being killed, please feel free to be as pacifistic as possible.

    there no way out for any of us my dear. not even me (and my problems werent even slender related)
    well....there MIGHT be one way out. but it requires your heart beat to kinda stop.

    anyways.......stay safe. and tell gallows that Ik3 said happy hunting. and tell graves Ik3 said try to laugh, its good for you.


  3. of course gallows wasnt mad my dear. hes been shot in the chest five times. your punches probably were nothing to him xD.

    oh. and im not dead anymore. so thats new ^_^.

    talk to you soon hopefully.

    -H A C I M-

  4. Thank you, Dia. I'm gonna stay with Shady for now. You should know that Gallows seemed very keen on this offer when he saw it.

    You don't need to justify yourself to me, Ike.

    HACIM! You're alive! :]
    Don't be a jerk, lol. I know boxing, they aren't worthless punches. If I'm going to hit someone they are going to feel why I'm hitting them.

  5. no, no my dear you dont understand. he was shot by BULLETES. LARGE PIECES OF LEAD PIERCING HIS SKIN. AND HE STILL KILLED A SQUAD OF COPS.

    you could punch him with a fist made of plasma. it wouldnt hurt him. my dear ^_^

    oh and dont worry about ikey boy. hes ina better place now. and now im in him....so to speak....its very odd, even im not very clear on the situation.

    stay safe my dear. and gallows, try not to eat any of her useful bits please. oh, and give creevey a good slashing from hacim ^_^

    -H A C I M-

  6. Don't let Mister Creevey get into your way. He' s a worthless piece of flesh and a waste of time.

    Anyway, stay strong and be safe.